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Entries for February, 2004February 11th, 2004
bletz @ 06:26 AM there's a whole lot lacking with this...heck, i don't even know what to do with it! um...i just like lookin at the sentences i typed on the net.  hehehe...sorry, this is natural mentality for people out in the mountains. <[ now for wrath ] eureka! bletz @ 06:56 AM cool!!!!! i changed the color! i changed the color! look mommy....
[ 1 now for ruin ] bletz @ 07:02 AM i searched for my "LOTR" names...and the thingy said i was a cowardly elf.  me? cowardly? *sniff.* i don't think so.According to the Red Book of Westmarch, In Middle-earth, Patricia Ysabel Songco Abletez was a Cowardly Elf Elven Name Possibilities for Patricia Ysabel Songco Abletez The root name suitable for feminine and masculine is: Amanvása Another masculine version is: Amanvásaion More feminine versions are: Amanvásaiel Amanvásaien Amanvásawen Hobbit lad name for Patricia Ysabel Songco Abletez Gerontius Ploughman from Willowbottom Hobbit lass name for Patricia Ysabel Songco Abletez Pearl Ploughman from Willowbottom Dwarven Name for Patricia Ysabel Songco Abletez Grór Tombslayer This name is for both genders. Orkish Name for Patricia Ysabel Songco Abletez Grimkûr the Maimer This name is for both genders. ** NEW ** Adûnaic name for Patricia Ysabel Songco Abletez ** NEW ** Mulkhanî *sniff* *sob* *bawl* [ 1 now for ruin ] unsure. bletz @ 10:42 AM don't really know what to do with this... just sitting in front of the computer with a guitar in my lap, hoping and praying that someone'll tag. < [ 3 now for ruin ] February 12th, 2004
today's goin-ons. bletz @ 10:28 AM today...we had the grand raffle draw for the "Darating ang Umaga and singing, and dancing, and music-playing! teehee. listening to Josh Groban's When you say you love me reading Diana G. Gallagher's Sabrina, the teenage witch: Showdown at the feeling tired [ now for wrath ] an attempt at being insightful. bletz @ 10:36 AM sometimes...i wonder what i would be, how i would feel, if i wasn't the way i am. can anyone understand this? i mean...sometimes i wonder what i would end up like if i weren't so outgoing. loud. i wouldn't be a class officer, that's for sure i think. but i don't know if i can even consider that a loss. i don't know...*sigh* man. words are failing me again. all i'm getting is pure, raw emotion that absolutely cannot be written into words. *sigh* this entry IS A FAILURE 
feeling confused [ 5 now for ruin ] i got another new set. bletz @ 10:47 AM look...too many of my man, elf, dwarf, hobbit names are poppin up!  man...i think i'll content my self with patch.  Dear Patricia Ysabel Abletez, If you were a Hobbit, your name would be Ceangwen Norther and if you were a (female) Man, your name would be Umaleni and if you were an Elf, your name would be Torfithien and if you were a Dwarf, your name would be Riryan and if you were an Orc, your name would be Pool Your nearest Tavern might be called The Stinking Cow and your sword would be called Glamatol [ now for wrath ] kindred spirit bletz @ 11:12 AM um...i read sev's entries on HER page, all about the bestfriend issue, and i can only say that i know how she feels bcoz i've been through it. [ 4 now for ruin ] February 13th, 2004
menagerie. bletz @ 12:49 PM it's so0o0o0o extremely hard when panic sets in first, works first than the brain. tsk. tsk.  something as not-so-simple as adding a usericon gets the best of me.  stop laughing at me. you can't blame a girl who uses the computer only for fanfics for not knowing how to use stuff, you know... 
[ now for wrath ] dreading tomorrow... bletz @ 12:52 PM today is february 13. tomorrow is february 14. yep, that's right. valentines day.  that "holiday" (is it called that?!) that most singles (in search of people to love, that is.), sawi, and many other people dread. i'm not really dreading tomorrow, for i am but a child, and (breaks into song...) i've never been in love before, and all at once it seemed...it seemed forevermore.  but of course it would be nice to have a special somone (ehem.) greet you, or give you something. but then...at the rate my "love life" is goin...i can already die if he greeted me. even if what he sent me wasn't really a personal message, more of like a 'obligation:-sent-to-many'...i think my heart would stop, and then i would be ready to face St. Peter and his magical chicken (who hopefully has been spared from the bird flu). *sigh* pathetic, aren't i? *frustrated sigh* oh no...  i'm gonna start babbling really soon. i better end this. and fast. or else i won't have any credibility left on tuesday to face all my classmates. teehee.but wait! in case you DO greet me "Happy Valentines Day"? here's my answer in advance..."Bah! Humbug!"
[ 3 now for ruin ] February 14th, 2004
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looky!!!! bletz @ 11:34 AM look! Look! i took a personality test...look what it says! this is to0o0o0 creeeeeepppppy!!!!!  [ 1 now for ruin ] February 28th, 2004
a poem. bletz @ 06:20 AM FALLEN AND BROKEN She’s a girl in a world where nothing’s ever the same; where people are forced to hide behind beautiful glittering masks, afraid to show who they truly are. teetering on the edge of insanity She is one of them. A tortured soul, teetering on the edge of insanity. So young and so fragile. Weary and bone tired, at such an early stage in her existence. Fallen and Broken… Needing someone to pick up the pieces and make her whole again, to put her back together, so that she can finally show her true self. So that she can abandon all the masks that she wears, and be who she wants to be. Who she is. But the cavalry is worlds away, maybe when they come, she’ll be too broken to be put back together. Maybe all they can do is watch her lying in a box, devoid of any sing of life. Maybe they can take of her mask, And show to the world the face of the broken girl who one lived. 28/02/04 [ 3 now for ruin ] |
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i mean, yeah, it's bad. but it's not THAT bad... my unrequited love greeted me a Happy V-day, as i wished!!!!! and boy, am i glad! 
just kiddin, sev!) after watching breakfast at tiffany's for the 6th time in a month, and with nothing else to do...let me tell you about how i spent February 14. 
actually, it was, come to think of it. we, (the brady bunch and i) stayed home all day, for fear of facing the angry, romantic, hordes of people who so desperately want to do somethin with their special someones...okay. so, a stayed home all day, bonded with my computer (which is on the blink. AGAIN!
), played my guitar, played badminton, ate, slept, ate some more, and familiarized my self with the world of fanfiction once again. are people getting any clue as to how my day was?
to say my day was boring, is an understatement! *sigh* later in the afternoon, we were about to go to mass...so i showered, got dressed, and as i was making my way out my bedroom door, my phone beeped. i opened it to a quote. a LIFE-ALTERING quote! 
once i start thinking about how i was so ecstatic because of that one text message from a guy i like who doesn't even like me back, i can't do anything but sigh. *sigh* i mean...my behavior must be the pathetic- est behavior in all the world! i mean... wishin for an 'obligatory:send-to-many' valentines day greeting, and getting all giggly (i refuse to say kilig) after recieving said message? man...i have got to do something else with my life! 
*sniff.* i don't like this feeling...feeling totally and utterly so0o0o devoid of all creativity and a writer's flow of thought. tsk.