Entries for April, 2004

April 1st, 2004
Wave.
bletz @ 09:59 AM
So close your eyes, for that's a lovely way to be
Aware of things your heart alone was meant to see
The fundamental loneliness goes whenever two
can dream a dream together
You can't deny, don't try to fight the rising sea
Don't fight the moon, the stars above and don't fight me
The fundamental loneliness goes whenever two
can dream a dream together

-Wave, by Antonio Carlos Jobim

[ now for wrath ]

April 2nd, 2004
random thoughts
bletz @ 03:03 AM
I'm smitten and i can't help it. I can feel myself slipping, and am doing nothing about it. I'm falling slowly with nobody there to catch me.

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I wish we could let everything out into the open. I can't be certain that you feel for me the same way i'm feeling for you, but i can't help but think it, and wish it could be true. I'd love to tell you that i like you, i have for so long. I'd love to tell you to define the margins, draw the lines, set the boundaries, point me to the direction where This is going. And if there's nothing for me, for us, here...i wish you'd just leave me alone so that my world can start turning again.

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I can't stop looking at everything as a sign, as an affirmation. Every statement, every smile, the simplest gesture. This is so unreliable, i know, because when people want to see signs, they find it everywhere -- from their dreams to the shapes of the clouds. I'm seeing signs everywhere.

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Please. Make it stop.
listening to Lately
feeling smitten but can do nothin
[ 1 now for ruin ]

April 10th, 2004
My first Filipino entry...and a quiz, no less.
bletz @ 02:54 AM
1.Kapag kumakain ka sa mcdo, sinasawsaw mo ba
ang fries sa sundae?
- um….pag gusto akong ibili ng nanay ko ng sundae…

2.Kapag naglalakad ka ba ginagalaw mo dalawang
paa mo?
- ay hindi! I just kinda float around….

3. San mo nilalagay ang shades, sa ulo o sa
mata?
- nakasakbit lang palagi sa t-shirt. Baka kasi masilaw eh…

4. Nasubukan mo na bang uminom ng nakahiga?
- oo. Pumasok sa ilong ko yung iniinom ko.

5. Kamukha mo ba si Paolo Santos?
- oy hindi ah! Please lang….(jo-speak.)

6. Namimiss mo ba ang Tootsie Roll ng Street
boys?
- ano yun?

7. Eh ang aringkingking ng UMD? (aminin mo na
kasi)
- ha?!

8. Paki-enumerate ang members ng Masculados..
- pwede ba viva hot babes na lang? :p

9.Kumakain ka ba ng Mentos kapag may problema
ka?
- kakainin ko ang lahat, may problema man ako o wala.

10. Ilan ang ulo mo?
- isa?
In the background to my other heads: shh. Can’t you see I’m
concentrating here?!

11. Paki -kumpleto: Boru tesu Faibu ni?E. Anong
kasunod?
- ay hindi ko maalala! Pero memorize ko yan dati! Talaga!

12. Ilan ang petals ng sunflower?
- umm…petals? Ano yun?

13. Uto- uto ka ba?
- hindi. Pero ngayon oo na. tigan mo nga…sinasagutan ko tong lang
kwentang ehem na to…

14. Nung bata ka ba, ginamit mong eraser ang
kamay mo?
- hindi rin…pero yung plastic na dulo ng magic pencil (yun sa pwet?) ginagamit ko…nakakabutas nga ng papel eh. Tsk.tsk.

16. Hanggang ilang kilometro kaya ang aabutin ng
katawan ni Lastikman?
- malay. Tanungin mo si vic sotto.

17. Ano ang TV nyo sa bahay, black&white o
colored?
- colored. Meron pa bang black&white sa panahon natin ngayon?

18. Payag ka bang patunugin ang chan (ung parang
sa baby)?
- di ko gets….(shakes head.)

20. madami ka bang ginagawa at bakit may panahon
ka sa mga ganito?
- maraming dapat gawin…ngunit masayang magsayang ng panahon online para sa mga kaeklatan tulad nito, habang naghihintay ng crush na mag-online.*sigh*

21. Nakasaksak ba ang kurdon ng Computer mo sa
outlet habang gumagawa nito?
- uy hindi ah!!!! Rechargeable kaya toh!!!! Ooh shoot!! Malapit na mamatay! Ayan na nga! Aaargghhhhhhh(fades out)
listening to You won't see me crying
reading Eating Fire and Drinking Water
feeling depressed.happy try hard.
[ now for wrath ]

April 15th, 2004
another Filipino quiz...
bletz @ 03:56 AM
1. cno ang pinakalaman ng puso mo ngayon?
> ask pam…

2. bkt?
> coz he’s nice and decent? (daw!)

3. msya kba?
> somewhat….pero hindi completely.

4. wat favorite no. mo?
> 08...di ko lam kung bakit. don't ask.

5. nmi2s mo ba cya?
> oo….: (

6. iniyakan mo nba cya?
> uy hindi ah!!!! Excuse me….marami pang lalaki jan...hindi lang siya ng isa sa mundo!

7. ilang beses n?
> jos…hindi nga eh.

8. ngse2los kba dhl s knya?
> dati….pero hindi na ngayon.

9. wat fav song mo ngaun?
> Land of the Loving…(nyak! Ang tanda!!!!)

10. san cya ngaaral?
> secret…..

11. mgpa2kmatay kba pra s knya?
> di ko nga iniiyikan eh! Magpapakamatay pa ko para jan? yuck!!!

12. cya lng b tlga?!
> siya lang….10 ++ months na….*sigh*

13. nasan b cya ngaun?
> nasa bahay ?

14. klala kba ng parents nya?
> hindi. Tsaka na pag ikakasal na kami! Nyak!!!! Harharhar

15. anong ngre2mind syo about him/her?
> lahat, if you can believe that….

16. anong ikama2tay mo ngayon?
> marami eh….kutsilyo, baril, bomba…pero maaari rin naming sabihin niya sa akin na ako pala
ay minamahal niya…matagal na! (dreamer….)

17. ano cya s buhay mo?
> special? I refuse to say the word love….

18. ano k s knya?
> tae. Er….friend.

19. kailan mo cya huling nkta?
> matagal na….nung January pa.

20. anong sa2bhin mo s knya ngaun?
> aalis na ko. Bwiset ka….nakakainis ka. Pinaasa mo lang ako…bahala ka sa buhay mo. Maghahanap na lang ako ng australianong magmamahal sakin ng lubos!!!!
reading Disturbing the Peace
feeling distressed
[ 1 now for ruin ]

April 20th, 2004
from down under.
bletz @ 07:03 AM
haven't got time to write anything new....

i'm just missing everyone from the Phils...my own room, and my computer. still pining for *him.....haven't seen any cute aussie surfer boys. bummer.

[ 3 now for ruin ]

April 21st, 2004
ugh.
bletz @ 11:02 AM
gawd....i so0o0o0 miss my fics. i'm going into a depression.
help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ now for wrath ]

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