Entries for May, 2005

May 11th, 2005
in the land of oz
bletz @ 12:13 AM
hmmm...been here for a week now. nothing much happenin. there aren't even any surfer boys. heck, there's absolutely NO discussion here of things even remotely related to summer, like water, the beach...and surfer dudes? duh...come to think of it, how can there be talk of summer when you don't even feel it? like, the temp doesn't even get hotter than a 24....hmm...i kinda like it though. it's a pleasant change from the 40 degree temp in the phils, i guess. i think i like shivering in my socks better than sweating in my clothes...who wouldn't? or maybe that's just me.

i am baby-sitting once again. i swear, if i'm not careful imma end up like my bestfriend: taking care of children all day. hmm...i don't mind. much. i just hope my baby cousin can speak more than two words: YES and his favorite....No!NO!NO!NOOOOOO!!!!

rar. he's starting to call me...he wants to play i guess..he keeps on tapping on my shoulder with his lower lip sticking out and keeps on speaking incoherent speech in my ear. i don't want to play gamecube with a 2 year old anymore! save me!!! waaah...i miss YM. i miss my friends. i miss my house. hmph.

more updates when i've got more time. when the baby's not here.
feeling annoyed
[ now for wrath ]

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May 17th, 2005
almost comatose.
bletz @ 06:59 AM
hmmm...what to write? it's so boring. not to mention cold. umm...have started scouting for a school to go to. umm...may possibly be late for start of classes. may possibly be two weeks late for school....scary and kinda liberating at the same time. hmm...am getting fatter and fatter with all the dinner invitations that are going around. so much for my diet...tss. can't help it. special dinner every other night. hmmm....am missing my bruha bestfriend...i wonder if she's still alive. have gotten NO letter. NO tag. NO NOTHING since i went away. tss....i am sorely misssing my social life in the Phils, IF you could call it that. but, hey! at least i had YM, deba? gawd.....i want YM!!!! WANT. kill meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...........................................................o ayan na. i'm rambling. i miss my friends. i miss my house. i miss sweet sweet Village Boy. tsss.....may possibly be homesick. ugh.
feeling bored
[ 3 now for ruin ]

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May 18th, 2005
FACT...
bletz @ 02:26 PM
FACT....

...my bestfriend is getting NOTHING from me since i haven't even heard a single word from her since before i left! gawd riegele. i might be dying of homesickness and boredom here and you don't even know it!!!!!!!!!!!!

...SIR knows not that i am away. But he misses me anyway. He's probably standing on top of the mountain he calls home, alone and broken-hearted...and pining for me. haha.

...VILLAGE BOY probably misses me too. without me, he'll have noone to stare at his not-so-cute person anymore. if he's not missing me...he should. haha.

...i'd sell my children if that would mean i'd get YM in the laptop for a single day. i'd sell my children, if i had any. which i don't. i want YM so bad. kill me.

...i want to go home.

reading Cause Celeb
feeling stressed

[ 1 now for ruin ]

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May 25th, 2005

bletz @ 09:34 AM

I see the couples are walkin` by
Feel like I
Don`t wanna be alone today
So glad no one can see what I hide
Deep inside
How it feels to be
The girl who never gets the right guy

Tell me why
When there`s so much I`ve got to give
I wake up reaching out in the night
Ready to hold him tight
`Til I realize
That nobody is there

When will it be me?
When will I be the one
Somebody`s dreaming of?
When`s it gonna be?
When will I find my heart
Lyin` inside the arms
That never let me go?


I`d really like to know
When will it be me?

My friends seem to have all the love
(Feels like love.)
Knocks on their door and walks right in
I know that I am worthy of what I`ve been wishing for
I can`t wait no more
Love`s nowhere to be found

Feeling his tender touch
(Lying in his arms.)
Talkin` bout forever together
Givin` him all of my love
That`s been trying to break free


Don`t wanna be alone
No more

I`m telling you what I need
I want someone who loves me for me

And when will it be?
Wonder when will it be?

I ask myself
When will it be me?




[ 4 now for ruin ]
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