Entries for December, 2005

December 23rd, 2005
That One Fish.
bletz @ 12:42 PM
Hmmm...you know that old cliche, "There are MANY fish in the ocean"?
It's true, certainly...but what if...there was only that ONE fish you wanted? And that ONE FISH you wanted...was the one you can never have?

Hmmm....ohwell. I've heard one too many Pasko na sinta ko's.. probably...or ate too many bibingkas...

haha. Cheers.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!
reading Noli Me Tangere
feeling warm and fuzzy
[ now for wrath ]

December 28th, 2005
so tired.
bletz @ 11:42 AM
maybe i'm tired. SO tired of always being what i am, doing what i do. what if i don't want to be responsible, dependable Patch anymore? what if i want to be like so many other people out there? what if i want to be like the people who depend so much on me? what if i don't want to do it anymore?

what if i just finally, get up and quit?

i'm so tired of being the person that everyone depends on to do the right thing. i'm so tired of being the one who almost loses her head trying to make everything right for the same people who made everything wrong in the first place. i'm so tired of doing everything properly, as they should be.

i hate what i do. but what i hate even more is that i'm not strong enough to NOT do what i do. do you understand what i mean? what i'd love is to just be as carefree and as walang pakialam as the rest of them. why can't i do that? just once?
listening to 24 by Switchfoot

[ 3 now for ruin ]

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